You were there for so long, I never thought you would leave. I thought you had another year Waiting up your sleeve. The day that you left Was the saddest of my life. I remember sitting at home And crying all day and night. I might be selfish But I wish you were here, Or if you stayed For one more year. I know you loved me, And I still love you too. So I'm trying to be strong Just for you. I know I'm not perfect. I know I'll never be. I just hope you're up there And that you're proud of me. You had to let go Even though you were holding on for so long, But there's not a day I don't think of you And how you were so strong. I just want to tell you That you're always in my heart. Even though I still cry I know we're not apart.